I haven’t posted in a while. I’ve had a god-awful two weeks. I got sick, work hasn’t been going well, and fell on hard times financially. As many of you know I’ve struggled with mental health for most of my life and it’s stuff like this that makes it flare up. I’ve been really down in the dumps and didn‘t want you all to see me like this.
The thoughts I had were unbearable. I felt worthless, useless, and that the two years I’ve spent in this job have all been a lie. Like I’ll never be successful or live independently. I’m almost 30 and I feel like I’ve accomplished and will accomplish nothing.
However, one talent I forgot I had is being able to turn negatives into positives and being able to turn tragedy into opportunity. I recorded a new video: a cover of Man Overboard’s “Dead End Dreams” because I feel my dreams are dead. I’m also in the process of learning and recording Keith Urban’s “Tonight I Wanna Cry” because that’s all I’ve felt like doing as of late. Both will be online soon. Music speaks where words fail.
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